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Do you believe?

7/26/2014

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Do you believe that each and everyday we are given a multitude of symbols and signs to guide us to do the right thing?  I believe many of these signs go unnoticed or they're simply passed off as coincidence.  I've chosen to believe they're our guide and I try to be as aware as I can.  It's definitely hard to do in our busy lives, but I try as best as I can.

Two days ago I took my children and my niece to a farm.  There were five tiny kittens running around newly born (maybe 6-7 weeks old) and in need of a permanent home - all rambunctious with the exception of one of them.  Have you ever seen a kitten calmly walk to a total stranger, then sit calmly for hours upon hours in her arms without scratching, biting or squirming?  I have this once.  This tiny kitten was so calm and walked straight over to my niece and stayed with her.  Something was magical about this little kitten.  Most kittens are hyper and squirmy, but not this sweet, gentle and calm kitty!  Later that day, I found out that it was exactly one year since the passing of my niece's cat.  Their family so loved this cat - he was a soft, gentle and calm soul.  Perhaps it was his spirit within that kitten that led him to my niece.  We ended up bringing this kitten home with us to deliver to a good friend.  It was our sign that we were not to leave this kitten.  Coincidence that this all occurred on the deceased cat's anniversary of passing?  Maybe, but I choose to see it as a sign.

Today is July 26, 2014.  Today I got an email about a family I don't know personally who is traveling to Sick Kids Hospital with their triplets - all of whom are in need of chemotherapy treatment for a rare type of cancer.  This family is in need of help for a place to stay and money to be raised so they can stay downtown Toronto during their boys' treatments.  July 26, 2010 - today is exactly four years to the day since I found the lump under my daughter's arm.  Coincidence?  Maybe, but I choose it as a sign to do what I could to lend a hand.  

I do believe.

My daughter is doing well - 4 years later.
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It's been a long time...

6/6/2013

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The most important update I have is that my daughter recently turned 8, and is very happy and healthy.  This August will be 3 years since her diagnosis.  I am thankful everyday for this and life has taken on a new meaning for me.  Life is better than ever.  Life is precious.  My family is precious.  

If you would like to read more about my own experience with Thyroid cancer, please go to thyroidication.weebly.com.

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Summertime

9/3/2011

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A couple weeks back, I went with my husband and a big group of friends to see Kenny Chesney and had the best night of Summer 2011.  The next day I had a biopsy taken of my thyroid.  Then our family took off to NYC for 5 days for a fantastic end-of-summer vacation.  A few days later, we hear of the wonderful news of my daughter's CLEAR MRI.  A few days after that, I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. 

I too (like my daughter) have a great prognosis to be completely cured.  This doesn't change the fact that exactly one year later I am reliving the experience - except it is my own diagnosis.  Somehow this makes everything easier than last year's experience with my daughter.

So now my cancer experience has broadened and expanded to personal experience.  Thyroid disease and nodules are so very common, however, only 5% of these nodules are cancerous.  I'm in that 5%.  My daughter's tumor was so rare that Sick Kids hospital has seen only 3 cases in the last decade prior to her case. 

Did lightening just strike twice in our household in the last year?  I think so.
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MRI - Free and Clear!!

8/30/2011

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A few days ago I received the report from my daughter's surgeon that there is no recurrence of the tumor.  Nothing in this world could make me happier...another 6 months before the next MRI.  Life is great.
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One Year Ago Today...

7/23/2011

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It was exactly one year ago today I found the lump under my daughter's arm.  How far we have come since that evening.  I remember all too clearly when I gave her bedtime "tickles" along with many hugs only to find that pea sized lump.  I remember how I didn't sleep at all that night and how it was many months afterward before I slept soundly again.  That evening a year ago today changed our lives forever because it can never be completely forgotten.  We can move on and move forward, but it is a part of history that will forever be etched in our hearts and in our minds.

It's good to reflect and see how far you come; how far you've grown; how much you've learned; how much you've changed - for the better.  We are all in a better place one year later and everyday that I feel a slight struggle, I remember to be thankful for the beauty in our lives and that these small struggles are truly insignificant in the big picture. 
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The Inside Ride for Coast to Coast Against Children's Cancer

6/29/2011

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I was unsure about whether or not we should attend the event...let alone speak at it and have the event dedicated to my daughter.  Both her and my son now know that what she had was a form of cancer.  They didn't know that for a long time because of the negative connotation to the word "Cancer".  The last thing I ever want is for my kids to be afraid, so I waited until their questions came to the answer - that yes, in fact this sarcoma was cancerous. 

In the end I decided to attend, speak and allow the event to be dedicated to my daughter.  It's important to honour those little soldiers who experience things no child should have to.  Here is the video of our portion of the event:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3pfwPRV4p2k
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Things are getting easier...

5/28/2011

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Its hard to believe that 9 months has passed since my daughter's diagnosis.  I've met so many people along the way who have somehow enriched my life and helped me to see beyond the negative. I actually feel we are lucky, rather than unlucky.  People have said "gosh I can't believe your luck, how could something so horrible happen?".  I truly believe that we are not handed what we can't handle.  And I do not see this as negative - I see this as "it could have been so much worse than it was".  I don't look forward with fear.  I look at routine physicals and MRIs as just that - routine.  I don't expect them to find anything.  I'm not sure why or where this comes from, but this is my gut feel deep down.  Tonight I was at my daughter's end of year ballet performance.  I watched with so much pride and joy, and I know my husband and I will enjoy these performances for many, many years to come.

Last week I was proactive (I've learned my lesson with hospital politics) and I called to ensure my daughter's next MRI was booked according to schedule.  August 16 is her next MRI, and August 17 is her next physical.  Right on track.
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Cancer, Don't Rear Your Ugly Head Here Again

5/3/2011

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That's right, Cancer. 

 I heard back from Cancer Genetics today and our results for Li Fraumeni Syndrome are in.  They came back NEGATIVE.  What a relief.  Onwards and upwards...
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Oncology Clinic visit today

4/4/2011

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We had our clinic visit today and all went very well.  The MRI was clear as we knew, and showed only "stranding" which is because her scar is keloid.  This is the least of our concerns.  Lymph nodes checked in as "small" which is GREAT!  She does not need another MRI until August.  It was great news all around.
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The Results are In...

3/27/2011

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"I have reviewed the MR report.  There is no evidence of recurrent/residual tumor."  Yippee - best email I've ever received.  Great news.  Next appointment is April 4 in the Oncology Clinic for check up and discussion.  
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    Blog?  What For?

    I've never had a blog...nor have I ever cared to have one until now.  I feel I have something to write about.  I feel I have something to share with the world.  Perhaps it is yet another form of egotistic narcissism - my take on Facebook "status" posts, Twitter and all the other social networking websites.  I guess the difference is that I'm not telling the world "going to meet my BFF for a coffee".  I truly feel others can learn from my experience.  I am certainly learning everyday.  Let's see...so far I've learned to simmer my crazy spiraling of stupidity on stupid issues (haven't quite mastered completely omitting them from my life just yet).  Not sure if I can re-train my entire personality and existence thus far.  Plus I'm great at being passionate on stupid issues. 

    I'm going to say the most important lesson learned is to take complete control of your own health (or in my case, my daughter's).  No one will say "oh hey let me check into this for you and wait, we need to look at this and oh let me get you an appointment right away.  How about tomorrow?"  The insanity of the endless phone calls just for an MRI, the confusion in paperwork, all the while a 5 year old child is waiting...just to be looked at.  Just to be taken care of.  Well I'm here and I'm taking care of her and I'm pushing myself through to make sure she's not the bottom file on that desk somewhere.  Important lesson. 

    I've also learned to value oh so dearly the wonderful things I have in my life especially my beautiful children and my wonderful husband.  The many times I've taken my life and the beauty within it for granted.  How sad.  How sad that I needed something like this to happen to truly open my eyes.  They're open now.  Still learning.  But wide open.  I'm seeing things so much clearer.  I'm sure many more lessons to come.  Thus the creation of my Blog...here it is.

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